Out of my Mind

What I am doing now?!!! Faqiao eh! How can I let a guy randomly influence my mood? Think properly, he does not care and neither thinks about my feeling. It’s so unfair. I suppose to do the same things back to him.

Argh, I don’t know. I can easily happy and easily sad because of his simply have a small reaction, even my family not so high level like this, affect me so much. What happens to me? I think I have to reset my mind, should be more rational. Some day I will found out myself so stupid, like someone so much for temporary, and then forget them so fast, like I always do. xD

But I feel if I say that I do not really care, and then I am VERY care.

I am so unhealthy, always bluff myself. =X

But I feel better now, as GPY said, be the one who love by others will much better. Also, let’s care about your friends around you first. That’s you do not have to suffering yourself to think a proper topic to talk to and find any words and sentences to have a good start of our conversation with them.

By the way, below consider as the good starting in one conversation! =D


“Eh?”


Yeah, it quite rude and a bit lame. But, this is how GPY used to start an enjoyable conversation in Window Vista Messenger!
Its quite special ma…xD


Tomorrow back hometown, yay!!^^
{I know I have to come back KL after 3 days 2 nights trip at home will so cruel for me.}

Never mind, as long as I can Go Back Home! My dad first time comes KL to fetch me back. Even it is because shun lu or shun bian, but he fetch me back to KL also. Sure got a time is doing it purposely one. Wahaha!

Love you, dad!^^