A Vain Hope

Finally someone has back to her ordinary life and I, whose schedule was definitely changed after her appearance, go on my daily routine again.

Why I found myself sad after all? Ain't I supposed to be happy because of the increasing of free time now??? Haiys, I've to admit that : No Tan7yin no much fun! I'm lazy to have a tea with tr or maybe lf but with Tan7yin surely SURE! lol! Is my bias that obvious? XD

Recently I am having a big burning hope to study like crazy to score my STPM! I hope I can improve from a 1.0++ student to a 3.0++ student! Is it possible?? Or maybe I'll be able to be 1 of those star students in the last year of my secondary school life! (I'm thinking of something impossible again since here's only a blog! lol! Imagination is something we need right? XD) And then my mum will be surprised of that and proud of me (Will she? ;[ ) and give me some money to visit other country again! I want to visit Korea! XD

But wait... See what am I doing now?

Every part of my body which supposed to be glued inside my room with my books in front of them is now facing an arousing monitor with my fingers dancing on the keyboard smoothly like what I did every other day.

Think is always easier than do.

Another 7 months for me but I don't even understand what the questions mean when I glance over them! My God!

Poor me. I hope I won't regret when I'm old but I guess I'll do that someday in the future! Oh please, don't!
I'm going to leave the computer right now!

By the way, something to share to cheer you all up!