Berhenti.

I'm seeking for one,

which can cure my bad mood today.

How was your test today?

Friday night, before have meeting about Chinese Public Speaking, I went dinner with my friends. As usual, we chat around and discuss about the coming performance.
While I was eating, I noticed an uncle who sat next to our table was talking on the phone. I was so concentrate on his phone conversation, it made me totally forgot the present of the two persons that sat same table with me.

It was a conversation between a daddy and his son. (I guess so)

“How was your test today?... Excepted mathematics test, what else?... Can answer the papers?”

“Daddy not coming back today, so you take care of mummy and grandmother, ok?

“Good boy.”

“What’s that?? Aiya, just let brother wear it lar, wear a while cannot die one lar…”

Amazingly, I could remember all the single sentences.
That moment, I felt warm although it was just a simple family conversation. I felt that he is a sweet and lovely daddy.

But after he finished the call, his friend beside started to talk to him, and it spoilt my feeling, everything. The conversation was full of bad words. And the father took a pen and paper out to help his friend write down the “toto” number. I guess it is his career.

It really shocked me a lot. Just few seconds, he totally difference from the father that just talked to his son on phone.

I found very hard to accept, and I don’t know why.

Maybe the father character is far away from my imagination. I don’t know I actually have to feel hurt for the little boy, or I have to feel pity for the father.

In the house or on the phone, the son will only see the best character of his father, who is so caring and sweet father.

Perhaps, the father will never ever want to show the kids that what he is, too.
While I was thinking of these complexities of the society, my friends that same table with me thought I was unhappy and I was crying. It was because that they called my name over 5 times and I never answer them, still thinking day dreaming in my own world.

Soooorry. >< forgive about my too geh poh caring.XD

Inconsistency

My days are so pack recently. I have college, working and got to ready for performance.

Before I just keep complaining I am too free, nothing to do, boring.

Now I realized how nice are being boring.

Hohoho, I am so inconsistency.

Human never ever stop complaining and never ever satisfy.

Just like a fish living in an aquarium, always thinking of want to jump out from the aquarium, seek for a better life.

One day, the fish finally able to jump out from the aquarium!

But you know what? The fish out of water, realized that “the best life” is living in the water.

It is also the same for human. The most important thing is just in front of us, but we can just forget about the simplest happiness and keep asking more and more.

But then, I still will keep on my inconsistency attitude.

I don't want to be so busy, but it's very nice to be so busy.

Oct 5, 2009. Happy Birthday, Gal. ♥

2009.
First ever time to pass my birthday in camp, a school camp with a packed studying schedule. It was fully planned starting from 8a.m. to 10.00p.m. . Even I myself never study for such a loooong time! =x

I woke up early that day, yeah, my birthday. Too bad that the line during the night wasn't detected, so I got no birthday message before I sleep. Silence, a silent night it was.

Early in the morning, I woke up, happy to find that all birthday messages were received! Wow! Thanks to those who spent a little time to send me a message. =] But I didn't read it cause I'm rushing to take my bath. That was a cold morning, and to my surprise, the water kept on cutting off for quite a lot of time. It is really cold when waiting for the water to come! Arg >< My body was wet and yeah.. naked ==*

Finished my bathe, finally, I walked to the canteen for my breaky with Kaychin and Elyn. It was raining outside. Luckily Kaychin brought the umbrella. =D

And then our class was going to start, when it was about 8am. 2 Malay guys chatted with me and Elyn before that, the two that we know 1 day earlier. 1 of them was cute while another 1 was HANDSOME! LOLxD I think they're the only friends that we made in the camp. They're nice. =] I felt like sleeping in the morning, like what I always do. =x But I just kept on forcing myself to stay awake. o_o And Elyn was headache during the class. Perhaps she lacked of sleep or what. She just hardly concentrate in the class that time.

After about 4.30 hours of class, LUNCH TIME! <3 We took a lot of pictures after lunch since we don't need to pray that time like other Malays do. I LOVE taking pics! <3

Happy time past like rocket! We started the class on 1.30p.m. . It was Geography. But I couldn't understand quite a lot of questions. The teaching way of that teacher was fast, with flat tone. I didn't take much notes that time and yeah, sleepy. I just forced myself to stay awake. 0_o

It was like going to rain outside, and we're staying in a room with air-conditioner. Everyone wanna pee that time. Luckily there was a short time for us to rest around 4p.m. . We played around a longkang with lots of worms (Err,, not worm lar,,in chinese called - ma lu,, get?) And have ourselves enjoyed the weak warmth of the sun. After that, we went back for the last class before our dinner.

Soon, it's 5.15p.m., time for us to rest and dinner.

We went back to our hostel, which was a really looooooooong distance from our class. When we reached, my ai ren (upper 6 students will know xD), she was so sexy compared with other time. No tudung with a sexy singlet. She leaned on her bed and offered me her snack. xDxD The happiest moment ever! ahhahahha! But I turned her down. =x

And I went to bath, sad moment once again. No water! >< It's freezing in the bathing cubicle ><

After we have our thing ready, we went for the dinner. It was raining heavily outside! And it was quite far for us to reach canteen from our hostel! Arg, why the location of our hostel was not strategy?! Elyn, Kaychin and I walked to the canteen under 1 umbrella. My shoes were broken quite a long time which will easily get sands or water inside my shoes. And rainy days, my shoes were all WET! My stoking as well. =x

Dinner is the worst compared to other days. But it's still quite okay. Perhaps other days were just much better. I missed sashimi that time. I wanna eat Japanese food ='( When I'm almost finished my dinner, I feel like feeding a black cat (I <3 Black Cat xD) with my leftovers. But it DID NOT sou me!!! >< How come? I'm birthday girl eh! Haiys.><

We walked to the class with that umbrella again. Still Geography, but it's better cause we're learning graphs. =] Too bad, we're in a room with air-conditioner facility, my damp shoes made me feel like freezing! Ow>< I'm going to *Fong sap* already =x And soon the class ended.

The rain was heavier that time. We knew that umbrella can't stand with the strong winds. At last, we decided to ran towards our hostel. It was really far!! We decided to open the umbrella after 1/3 of the journey. It was really funny running under that umbrella with Elyn and Kaychin! We kept on laughing for no reasons! LOL

When we back to the hostel, Kaychin found her purse was lost!! We found everywhere and KC decided to go to the class and maybe canteen to search for it. I offered to accompany her but she rejected and left. Both Elyn and me felt helpless at that time. We then waited her at the entrance of the hostel because we worry they will lock the door before Kaychin is back. After waiting for about 10 minutes, she back! With a damp purse in her hand! She FOUND it!! How lucky! It was dropped on the way to the canteen just now.

We went into the hostel and had our teeth brushed. We chat a lot on bed after that.

And here come the last few minutes of my birthday.

I sms Terrence, the only friend that sharing the same birthday with me, wishing him a happy birthday once again and our wishes.

The last minutes, with the most sincere birthday wish ever,

Bye Oct 5.