Recently faqiao =X

Goodness... Someone virus spreads to me liao.... I thought I sam yu ji sui already... Cold-hearted liao.. Who know... I think I've fallen for someone already!! I want sam yu ji sui 1 eh!!!!! >0<>

I think my fate is destined to be with someone smaller than me since this time is with someone smaller..again... Not really hope it to be but haiys... No wonder why I feel so faqiao =0=

We took part in the same camp around June. Frankly speaking, I just noticed him once or two, realising he is talkative than what his image impressed me earlier. And that's all. I have never thought of we will have more interraction after the camp, yeah,, yc is for sure. I don't really care about that but something more than friends? You have to be very imaginative then! We have zero interraction during the camp eh! =p Impossible man!

HOWEVER!

Every story must have a "however" to keep it intersting, musn't it?? lol

Facebook! (I'm kinda hate FB now =X)

After a long time of chatting by commenting and then MSN... Don't know if that's my wrong expection or what... The feel he is spreading is a little bit more than friend... Hm...? Faqiao?? xS He chats a lot with me... Astrology, phsycology, the happenings, favourite stuff, crushes, and lots more.. For two strangers like us, our relationship becomes closed in a really short period! I tried to tell myself we are friends but at last I feel like we're messing up everything... More than that already, just see wether we can improve that before the feel is fading away or not! =x

Just now I couldn't concentrate on the night class... Faqiao... hate eh... Long time didn't do like this already... I exceed the age for that liao lar =0= I just think of the date we made this thursday night...

About that date, actually it's a prize from him to me coz I answered his IQ quiz! lol! He is going to treat me Pizza!! =] Only two of us eh, 1 by 1 =p I'm still a bit worry coz though we chat a lot online, but when I met with him I just can't greet with him like what I do to other friends. I used to sit his car and talk a lot with him, but when I run into him, the feel doesnt go right... I paiseh? lol, faqiao then have lar... =p

However... For a people like me.. my feel always fades like the sea wave pulled back from the beach one... Come fast leave fast... Everything is still 'feel'. Nothing than that. =p

lol,, that's all. =]

At the end I chose to join the debate competition. But this decision had hurt someone--- Mum.
I made the decision yesterday, I told my dad. I thought everything just so simple. But this morning I got my mother message, 6:45am; she woke up to wash the clothes or cannot sleep whole night.
“Never tell me you don’t come back this week, very busy? Feel so disappointed. You never care of mother’s feeling. Anyway, take care.”

*Heart bleeding…

I try to call her, but she didn’t answer.
After I done my last exam, I saw 1 missed call and 1 new message.
That was my mum call and message from her.
“Call me after you finish class.”
Without waiting I gave her a call.
Nothing surprise, she complaining why I never tell her, why she is the last to know.
Bla bla bla… The whole call I was speechless.
“Nevermind, you never miss home. I just feel I long time didn’t cook for you. Have fun in KL.”

*Heart bleeding…

Am I made a wrong decision?
Sorry, I will accompany you day and night after I go back.

Change?

Today I presented in front of the class again. Time has past a lot I guess, both Ms.Tan and I don't really panick standing in front of a whole class anymore. Perhaps we'll be panicked for few seconds before that but comparing with those past time, I don't really feel butterflies in my stomach now.

Hm, I think Fojiaohui does change me a lot.

Recently LF isn't the one who takes the mic for NS students but, me. Frankly, I do enjoy to be the one who talks and brings something up to entertain them. I like to play with them, chatting and laughing, and do the little interactions with them who I never met before this. I enjoy the every moment that make us close. In those past batches of NS, I couldn't help but make a cold high wall between them and me. Yea, I will smile and joke if they're talking to me, but I don't really open my heart to care them, talk to them and even communicate with them. Hm... I think I'm not really good in making friends. =p

And today I drove to Mesra Mall again, not daring to tell my mum! =p

It was damn tiring to drive there after school time... 0_0

ok, share with you next time. My mum wanna use the computer! Yat tao mm hou gong yan...!!