2009, neither good nor bad year for me....
What I can say is my life changed a lot after this year....
I know I shouldn't hate this changing but I seriously dislike it...
I love 2008...
Perhaps I'm way too happy in 2008 and that made me feel sad for 2009.
And I hope 2010 will make a better change.
I don't expect I will get back what I lost but I hope I will gain new thing.
Bye bye 2009, and happy 2010! =D
Bye bye 2009
Posted by Yin x Yee at 11:13 PM
Hong Kong trip...
Posted by Yin x Yee at 4:22 PM
Diarrhea makes me think of U
Posted by Yin x Yee at 1:21 AM
Bye bye secondary school. =')
Yay! Holiday! I'm free!
... ... ...
Herm. I found myself ain't happy like what I expected.
I love holiday, but I hate graduate, seriously.
Form 6 is a stressing yet happy time, well, majority of the time is happy, great, easy and everything. Even a teacher asked us isn't form 6 supposed to be a stressing and hardworking year? Why we all look like enjoy it very much?
During this short one and a half year, I made new friends, studied new lessons, traveled new places, sang new songs, grew up days by days. (Well, I didn't grow taller though D= ) And I seriously enjoy it very much.
I like going school and meet them everyday!
I like singing with them and laugh together!
I like playing and laming with them around me!
I like listening to them when they teach me something!
I like doing things with them and get triumph in return!
I like form 6 with no STPM!
Herm.
Is it possible that our friendship will last forever?
Will us meet again in the future?
Will our friendship stay closed though we separated for a long time?
Herm.
After STPM,
distance and time are the examinations for our friendship.
I love Form 6 life,
with U all as my mates.
Posted by Yin x Yee at 10:41 PM
Happy STPM
Another 1 week to go, to be exact, another 5 days to go and I have 3 papers left. =)
Posted by Yin x Yee at 4:57 PM
When I was On9 as usual. . .
Posted by Yin x Yee at 12:54 AM
Someone thought she have too much time to spend...
Brother: See you after few weeks...! XD
Posted by Yin x Yee at 9:10 PM
瓶中沙
問你知道嗎 成長要代價
風雨在敲打 我放心不下
去年的嫩芽 又怎能無暇
親愛的朋友 與你共渡的年華
讓我的回憶很瀟灑
海風颳竹籬笆 我們埋下它
瓶中沙寫的話 問你是否還牽掛?
那張年輕熟悉的臉頰
留長的髮 逃離過的家
問你知道嗎 年少在尷尬
說過的笑話 曾经吵的架
我們牢記它 友誼在長大
讓青春喧嘩 我們大聲的表達
將未來的地圖重畫
海風颳竹籬笆 我們埋下它
瓶中沙寫的話 問你是否還牽掛?
那張年輕熟悉的臉頰
我們約好 要一起喝下
Posted by Yin x Yee at 9:00 PM
Thanks a lot. =]
Posted by Yin x Yee at 11:37 PM
The things came to my mind
Sometimes if you never ask, you will never get the answer.
Sometimes if you never try, you will never know the respond people going to give you.
Sometimes if you never care, people never ever care about you.
Sometimes if you never do, you will never know it is not as hard as you think.
Sometimes if you never try to touch, you will never know it is just a weakest thing in the world.
I tried to change the truth, and I realized I can do it.
I cannot do it, it is just because I don’t believe I can do it.
I can do it, all I have to do is believe what I am aiming in my mind.
I cannot do it, because I think it is impossible for me.
I can do it, it is because I believe everything is possible in this world.
Before we trying to pursuing our dream, there are always the brick walls blocking our way.
The brick walls are not there to keep us out. The brick walls are there to give us a chance to show how badly we want something. Because the brick walls are there to stop the people who don’t want it badly enough. (Randy Pausch, The Last Lecture)
Posted by Yin x Yee at 12:49 PM
How was your test today?
Friday night, before have meeting about Chinese Public Speaking, I went dinner with my friends. As usual, we chat around and discuss about the coming performance.
While I was eating, I noticed an uncle who sat next to our table was talking on the phone. I was so concentrate on his phone conversation, it made me totally forgot the present of the two persons that sat same table with me.
It was a conversation between a daddy and his son. (I guess so)
“How was your test today?... Excepted mathematics test, what else?... Can answer the papers?”
“Daddy not coming back today, so you take care of mummy and grandmother, ok?
“Good boy.”
“What’s that?? Aiya, just let brother wear it lar, wear a while cannot die one lar…”
Amazingly, I could remember all the single sentences.
That moment, I felt warm although it was just a simple family conversation. I felt that he is a sweet and lovely daddy.
But after he finished the call, his friend beside started to talk to him, and it spoilt my feeling, everything. The conversation was full of bad words. And the father took a pen and paper out to help his friend write down the “toto” number. I guess it is his career.
It really shocked me a lot. Just few seconds, he totally difference from the father that just talked to his son on phone.
I found very hard to accept, and I don’t know why.
Maybe the father character is far away from my imagination. I don’t know I actually have to feel hurt for the little boy, or I have to feel pity for the father.
In the house or on the phone, the son will only see the best character of his father, who is so caring and sweet father.
Perhaps, the father will never ever want to show the kids that what he is, too.
While I was thinking of these complexities of the society, my friends that same table with me thought I was unhappy and I was crying. It was because that they called my name over 5 times and I never answer them, still thinking day dreaming in my own world.
Soooorry. >< forgive about my too geh poh caring.XD
Posted by Yin x Yee at 2:42 AM
Inconsistency
Posted by Yin x Yee at 10:37 AM
Oct 5, 2009. Happy Birthday, Gal. ♥
2009.
First ever time to pass my birthday in camp, a school camp with a packed studying schedule. It was fully planned starting from 8a.m. to 10.00p.m. . Even I myself never study for such a loooong time! =x
I woke up early that day, yeah, my birthday. Too bad that the line during the night wasn't detected, so I got no birthday message before I sleep. Silence, a silent night it was.
Early in the morning, I woke up, happy to find that all birthday messages were received! Wow! Thanks to those who spent a little time to send me a message. =] But I didn't read it cause I'm rushing to take my bath. That was a cold morning, and to my surprise, the water kept on cutting off for quite a lot of time. It is really cold when waiting for the water to come! Arg >< My body was wet and yeah.. naked ==*
Finished my bathe, finally, I walked to the canteen for my breaky with Kaychin and Elyn. It was raining outside. Luckily Kaychin brought the umbrella. =D
And then our class was going to start, when it was about 8am. 2 Malay guys chatted with me and Elyn before that, the two that we know 1 day earlier. 1 of them was cute while another 1 was HANDSOME! LOLxD I think they're the only friends that we made in the camp. They're nice. =] I felt like sleeping in the morning, like what I always do. =x But I just kept on forcing myself to stay awake. o_o And Elyn was headache during the class. Perhaps she lacked of sleep or what. She just hardly concentrate in the class that time.
After about 4.30 hours of class, LUNCH TIME! <3 We took a lot of pictures after lunch since we don't need to pray that time like other Malays do. I LOVE taking pics! <3
Happy time past like rocket! We started the class on 1.30p.m. . It was Geography. But I couldn't understand quite a lot of questions. The teaching way of that teacher was fast, with flat tone. I didn't take much notes that time and yeah, sleepy. I just forced myself to stay awake. 0_o
It was like going to rain outside, and we're staying in a room with air-conditioner. Everyone wanna pee that time. Luckily there was a short time for us to rest around 4p.m. . We played around a longkang with lots of worms (Err,, not worm lar,,in chinese called - ma lu,, get?) And have ourselves enjoyed the weak warmth of the sun. After that, we went back for the last class before our dinner.
Soon, it's 5.15p.m., time for us to rest and dinner.
We went back to our hostel, which was a really looooooooong distance from our class. When we reached, my ai ren (upper 6 students will know xD), she was so sexy compared with other time. No tudung with a sexy singlet. She leaned on her bed and offered me her snack. xDxD The happiest moment ever! ahhahahha! But I turned her down. =x
And I went to bath, sad moment once again. No water! >< It's freezing in the bathing cubicle ><
After we have our thing ready, we went for the dinner. It was raining heavily outside! And it was quite far for us to reach canteen from our hostel! Arg, why the location of our hostel was not strategy?! Elyn, Kaychin and I walked to the canteen under 1 umbrella. My shoes were broken quite a long time which will easily get sands or water inside my shoes. And rainy days, my shoes were all WET! My stoking as well. =x
Dinner is the worst compared to other days. But it's still quite okay. Perhaps other days were just much better. I missed sashimi that time. I wanna eat Japanese food ='( When I'm almost finished my dinner, I feel like feeding a black cat (I <3 Black Cat xD) with my leftovers. But it DID NOT sou me!!! >< How come? I'm birthday girl eh! Haiys.><
We walked to the class with that umbrella again. Still Geography, but it's better cause we're learning graphs. =] Too bad, we're in a room with air-conditioner facility, my damp shoes made me feel like freezing! Ow>< I'm going to *Fong sap* already =x And soon the class ended.
The rain was heavier that time. We knew that umbrella can't stand with the strong winds. At last, we decided to ran towards our hostel. It was really far!! We decided to open the umbrella after 1/3 of the journey. It was really funny running under that umbrella with Elyn and Kaychin! We kept on laughing for no reasons! LOL
When we back to the hostel, Kaychin found her purse was lost!! We found everywhere and KC decided to go to the class and maybe canteen to search for it. I offered to accompany her but she rejected and left. Both Elyn and me felt helpless at that time. We then waited her at the entrance of the hostel because we worry they will lock the door before Kaychin is back. After waiting for about 10 minutes, she back! With a damp purse in her hand! She FOUND it!! How lucky! It was dropped on the way to the canteen just now.
We went into the hostel and had our teeth brushed. We chat a lot on bed after that.
And here come the last few minutes of my birthday.
I sms Terrence, the only friend that sharing the same birthday with me, wishing him a happy birthday once again and our wishes.
The last minutes, with the most sincere birthday wish ever,
Bye Oct 5.
Posted by Yin x Yee at 1:11 AM
Recently faqiao =X
Goodness... Someone virus spreads to me liao.... I thought I sam yu ji sui already... Cold-hearted liao.. Who know... I think I've fallen for someone already!! I want sam yu ji sui 1 eh!!!!! >0<>
Posted by Yin x Yee at 10:31 PM
I made the decision yesterday, I told my dad. I thought everything just so simple. But this morning I got my mother message, 6:45am; she woke up to wash the clothes or cannot sleep whole night.
“Never tell me you don’t come back this week, very busy? Feel so disappointed. You never care of mother’s feeling. Anyway, take care.”
*Heart bleeding…
I try to call her, but she didn’t answer.
After I done my last exam, I saw 1 missed call and 1 new message.
That was my mum call and message from her.
“Call me after you finish class.”
Without waiting I gave her a call.
Nothing surprise, she complaining why I never tell her, why she is the last to know.
Bla bla bla… The whole call I was speechless.
“Nevermind, you never miss home. I just feel I long time didn’t cook for you. Have fun in KL.”
*Heart bleeding…
Am I made a wrong decision?
Sorry, I will accompany you day and night after I go back.
Posted by Yin x Yee at 3:31 PM
Change?
Today I presented in front of the class again. Time has past a lot I guess, both Ms.Tan and I don't really panick standing in front of a whole class anymore. Perhaps we'll be panicked for few seconds before that but comparing with those past time, I don't really feel butterflies in my stomach now.
Posted by Yin x Yee at 7:54 PM
Anything
I’m typing the keyboard in the computer lab, I think quite long time I didn’t sit in this computer lab, before got no chance to come here, because of too many activities. Not busy in doing assignments, but… Go to play and play. Now, I come back again… Good thing?
I supposed to do assignment now, all the assignments I haven’t touched, and the due date is just around the corner. But I got too many activities; go to play non-stop, like I do not have any assignment. My dad thought my study is so tough, but he didn’t know that I so good in enjoy my life until forgot my responsibility. I feel disgust with myself sometimes.
Few days ago were father’s day. That day I treat myself, eat a bit nice food than usual. I captured me with my food and MMS to my father.
Me: “Happy father’s day! I celebrate your father’s day at KL too!”
My Dad: “Oh, that’s good… Yummy yummy!”
Me: “Happy father’s day to you again...”
My Dad: “ Hehehe Hahaha”
He too touch, so don’t know what to say. Simply reply me to hide the truth. Not good, hahaha!
I will try to do my best in my study, the most things I don’t want it happen is let my parents down.
Posted by Yin x Yee at 3:26 PM
Truth or Dare
2 days ago, I celebrated the successful of the camp by having a dinner with all the helpers!
Posted by Yin x Yee at 9:48 PM
Please dont drink so much water...
I think I will out of my mind soon. I really tried my best to help the most negative girl in the world. Started from I tried to talked to her by very soft, tried to comfort her, end up of I wanted to kill people, wanted to scold her! How come got people can so negative?!!
I tried to share my opinions, but she just cannot accept what people said.
Our life so short, does she really want to use her entire life to sad, cry and complain?
Sometime, I really hope to just let her sad, let her go think anything she wants to think…
But I just cannot, so irritating…
She always recalls me that I’m her only best friend in this world. Do not leave her alone.
I hope to be her prefect friend too, because she is my prefect friend.
(Got not prefect too, I think I no need to tell...)
She really got talent to make me speechless.
Be her friend stress than my final exam x 100 times!
Everyday has a new problem, headache…
Instead of being a mass comer student, I became a psychologist; I’m helping my “patient” to solve her problem every day. Everyday got tones of new question for me. I help her to solve it one by one. The second day, omg, she cry again.
Drink too much water or what? I don’t know…
I think I will be having mentally problems soon.
She tends to think she is the most unlucky person in the world. She made by water. Tears came out from eyes so easy.
I’m lost.
What can I do to save her from the negative world…?
Seriously, I really scare, I scare her commit suicide.
*Maybe I really do not understand your problems, but I just want to say, our life so short, I really hope that you can be happy.
Posted by Yin x Yee at 1:41 AM
Hometown 1 Day Tour
4th JUNE 2009 -- The greatest day ever.
Posted by Yin x Yee at 3:53 PM
HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY! MS.TAN!
Posted by Yin x Yee at 2:47 PM