At the end I chose to join the debate competition. But this decision had hurt someone--- Mum.
I made the decision yesterday, I told my dad. I thought everything just so simple. But this morning I got my mother message, 6:45am; she woke up to wash the clothes or cannot sleep whole night.
“Never tell me you don’t come back this week, very busy? Feel so disappointed. You never care of mother’s feeling. Anyway, take care.”

*Heart bleeding…

I try to call her, but she didn’t answer.
After I done my last exam, I saw 1 missed call and 1 new message.
That was my mum call and message from her.
“Call me after you finish class.”
Without waiting I gave her a call.
Nothing surprise, she complaining why I never tell her, why she is the last to know.
Bla bla bla… The whole call I was speechless.
“Nevermind, you never miss home. I just feel I long time didn’t cook for you. Have fun in KL.”

*Heart bleeding…

Am I made a wrong decision?
Sorry, I will accompany you day and night after I go back.