说吗？

越来越年长，越来越不喜欢解释。

当身边的人在评估你的想法时，

我学习了把想法留给自己品酌。

最认识自己的人，

可能就是那些陪你度过那段感情用事时的人吧？

有多少话你需要过滤才表达？

有多少时候你需要词句重组才开口？

有多少八仙是你真正内心所想的？

有多少首歌你没能和身边的人分享了？

大颠大废玩完了。

长大了。

不说了。

Back in Hometown

Back in Hometown, Kemaman..

Today is the sixth day im here. Day after tomorrow, it would be my day to leave. It's like... Just in a clip of my eyes. Days flied.

I thought of doing so many things here, I thought of meeting so many friends, but seems like they are all my imaginatios. I just meet a few of them, i forgot to do so many stuff. Im getting lazier, im getting slower, im getting more unfamiliar with things happened here.

Sad. :(

I haven't go to the beach.
I haven't eat rojak.
I haven't eat AiMeiJie curry mee.
I haven't take photos.
I haven't visit Kemaman Museum.
I haven't go Fojiaohui.

But, im glad that im back in here to meet my parents.
At least i meet Thinthin, Weichiann, Meiteng.
I had AhYap curry mee as my breakfast.
I went Air Jernih and MesraMall.
I used the abondoned new blanket I bought last time.
I post something on Ufaqiao.

Contradicting eh? I miss you badly.

And please post me some postcards. :p
And to your parents too. They will be glad. :)

That's all from me! Enjoy your life there!
Leave no regret! :)

Cheers!

Blogging mode on!

Ops, ufaqiao blog almost become an abandon blog. I guess both of the owners are so busy with their university life, and perhaps, doing things that is more important, which is crucial to decide our future?

I have been slacking around these two days, past few weeks, or I would say, past few months was packed and have no time to breathe. Today since I am still lazying around, it is time to take a break and update a bit about my UK life here.

First of all, I am glad that finally I am here in UK. I cherish every single moment here, and in a blink of one eye, it is already my 3^rd month here. Time flies too fast, Ish! Of course, It has been tough for me to deal with the different accent of English, and also different kind of people. However, so far I feel quite lucky that I am able to get some friends in the class. Assignment is another thing that is keeping me busy, it once again telling me that I need to improve my English. In the beginning, I have tried not to seek for help from anybody. But actually, I think I need help, a lot. Amazingly, the lecturers here are so helpful, they will always be there for me, whenever I need help, and encourage me. This is one of the best things studying here.

Besides that, I have secretly promised myself to travel to a new place at least once a month. One of the reason come from the curiousness for UK since I was young, it forms inside me when I was 7, my father left us for a year, and stayed in a place called London, UK. When he came back, I have been telling my father, one day I will come here to study, and he always smirk like it was impossible. But today, he has made it comes true. Right here right now, I am here!

The three months here in Leeds, UK, other than Leeds, I have visited the other states like York, Birmingham and Nottingham. I found the places here kind of looks the same, but just whether it is more industrialised, or a small city with a lot of historical buildings.

York

York Minister

Vintage Clothing

 Love all the posters! :)

Street artists! They are always so cool for me! <3 p="p">

 Sewing your name on the cloth. :)

So... English feel. ;)

 Aww, cuteeeee!

My picture of the day! (*^_^*)

 The Scambles! The tiny street that heard to be the most visited street in Europe and most picturesque in England! <3 nbsp="nbsp" p="p">

 York Art Gallery!

Enough of buildings! See pretty girl :x

"York is the must visit place in UK!"

P/S: I will update about Birmingham and Nottingham soon! :) 

仨人

一个人的晚餐无聊寂寞
两个朋友能开心的直说
三个人可以给你勇气
可以安慰你的失落
异口同声地说
因为有你染上新的幽默
(新的幽默)
也因为有你世界变得轻松
(变得轻松)
我们呢属于非常难得
所以尽情大声唱歌
分享每一分钟
我们拥有一个真心的朋友
(我们是真心的朋友)
就算有风吹不走我们感动
(吹不走我们的感动)
真的希望你能够永远快乐
你懂我(你懂我)
不用说(不用说)
最想看见彼此的笑容

如果能够带走乌云的天空
(你带走乌云的天空)
爬到云端我陪你继续做梦
(爬到云端我陪你做梦)
好想每天陪你看日出日落
你值得交换我
一辈子最想要完成的
美梦

Plaster man

Two days ago, I cut my finger when I was cutting lemon for my honey lemon.

It is alright now, I guess. Though yesterday when I thought the same, I tore out my plaster, a lot of blood came out again as if it just get cut few seconds ago.

Haha, I was pretty free and thought I did not touch my camera for quite some time.

Take a picture for memory. 

It's my art work of the day! Lol!

离别曲

        昨天晚上读完了一本小说，《离别曲》。吸引我翻开书的是小说的作者，张小娴。

        很久以前，我读过她一本作品，《面包树上的女人》，那时候只是因为她的独特的书名吸引了我。开始读了之后我开始欣赏她的文笔，我记得我妈妈以前也有几本她的书，更我对觉得她是个不简单的作者。可能你会觉得小说的爱情故事都很陈词滥调，但是我觉得这个真的不一样，有另一种特别的感慨，惊觉和领悟。有评论家评说，张小娴最懂得爱。 

     《离别曲》是关于一段植根于童年的感情。一场年少的钢琴比赛，便注定让他们分隔天涯。女孩变成了耀眼的明日之星，男孩挥别钢琴，从此四处流浪。透彻清明的文笔，很快地我就陷入其中，每天睡觉之前就是让文字引导我想象力的时候。昨天晚上当我发现这本书已经快翻到最后了，我有不舍得把它读完。

        我慢慢用心地读，在我还没有发现之前，故事就以简单而且又很实际地做了个终结。感觉很真实，其实世上真的不是每件事情都可以圆满。作者没有让故事画上美丽的句点，只是让每个角色多了一份感慨，让读者和他们一起经历感情事。

张小娴爱情语录：

爱，从来就是一件千回百转的事。不曾被离弃，不曾被伤害，怎懂得爱人？爱，原来是一种经历，但愿人长久。

我爱你；为了你的幸福，我愿意放弃一切------ 包括你。

爱一个人，你是会自爱的。　　

Back to home.

I work for life.
Yes, life.


The day i formed in the womb, I started my work.
I breath, I grow, I learn, I change, I do everything for my life, trying to get a better life.


I have supervisors. I called them dad and mum.
They teach me the basic, they shape me.
I do not have a choice that time, so here comes my natural characteristic.


I have colleagues, tones of colleagues that I could hardly count.
Majority of them do not stay.
Some of them leave me impacts, some of them appear for seconds.
I choose what I wanna learn from them. I try to differentiate good and bad.


My work getting more stable, I leave my original place.
I less spend time with my supervisor, I less spend time to get their advises.
I work more with my colleagues, I makes my own choices.


I grow, at the same time trying to adapt the whole new world.


And I changed. Part of me changed in a good way and some of me changed another way.


2 years later I come back to my original places.
I expect myself to be matured but I am still not yet.
My supervisors stopped guiding me from step to step.
And this work is still in the beginning state.


It's heavy but it will be worth.
Believe it.

Summer?

                Last time when we were young, we fell in love, and we would describe it as the summer day. 

That time, we did not care about what was it bringing us to be, but we just naturally flew with the flow. It did not even once cross my mind that, what did it means for us. I was happy, didn’t you feel the same? So, why not?

                Now, things changed. We forced to grow up, forced to be mature. In the relationship, we expect stabilization. I want it to be more consistent, I do not want to wake up in the next morning and everything has different. We wanted to ask… But we tend to left it to ourselves as we did not want to shatter all the illusions of how great the past have been.

                In the end of the day, when things did not goes well, then what? In the end, you suffer, and you think she was the one, but she left you. You think of her every night, wasting your time. People said, the way to get over her is to write about her. Was it true? You started to focus in what you really want to be, and you heading to success. Thanks to the sadness, it led you to the light of your future.

                One day, you saw her at both of your favorite ground. You noticed a wedding ring on her finger. You curse her for leaving you. She just replies with smile and listens to you. When she was leaving, the last line from you was, “Hey, I do really hope that you are happy.” It was a wish for her deep down in your heart. She replied a splendid smile. This moment, you felt relief to yourself, and the hatreds gone.

                That was the summer. What just happened? It has just ended, and it was not too bad, didn’t it?

The autumn might be not too far away. 

 P/S: Inspired by 500 days of summer, 2009

               

The smiling seed in the Robot

I got a vase that called Robot. This vase has it own story behind. 

Robots

A dream place to start

As time goes by, the Robot has self-awareness.

However, he began to feel lonely.

One day, he found a person that love him. :)

Da- da!

The Robot is sitting beside the window. :)

The smiling seed grown tall in a short period, after I have been watering it everyday!

Smiling face engraved on the seed.

 It grown healthily with the sufficient of water and also the sun.

So it smiles 24/7 everyday!

 Yay! ^^

P/s: Do I need a bigger vase soon? Hmmm...

トイレの神様 植村花菜 カバー The God in a Toilet

A song of a girl talk about she and the grandmother relationship.

=)

Life is not about finding the right person, 

but creating the right relationship, 

it's not how we care in the beginning,

 but how much we care till the very end.

 

Twins 人人弹起演唱会

Shall we? =D

TWINS CONCERT LIVE IN MALAYSIA 2012    Twins《人人弹起》大马演唱会2012

Date: 9 JUNE 2012

Time: 8:00pm

Venue: Arena of Stars, Genting Highlands  http://www.ticketcharge.com.my/jl/index.php?option=com_content&view=article&id=213

New Face :)

Randomly feel like changing the mood of the blog.

Here come a new simple one. :)

Wish you like it!

My way

一直在酝酿
一直在盼望
爸爸和妈妈唯一的理想
二月第一天
一九八一年
我第一次对他们眨了眨眼
等待快点过去多少个明天
希望这个宝贝快快长大一点一点
身体要健康所有的事情都如所愿
baby长大以后就是小轩
i will find my way
i want a different way
i'll change the wind and rain
there be a brand new day
小时候受伤有人心痛失落有人安慰
现在遇到困难自己就要学会面对
i will find my way
i want a different way
nothing will stop me now
no matter what they say
困难要用我的坚强和努力勇敢面对
现在用心去追
感觉就对
i'll find my way
i will find my way
i find my way

一直就这样
找我的方向
不理会别人奇怪的眼光
直到有一天
我忽然发现
梦想已经在实现
等待快点过去多少个明天
看着自己已经慢慢长大一点一点
我的生活应该让我自己学会掌握
想信自己
不怕风雨再多

寻人启事

正在寻找过去

有梦想，乐观积极，无忧无虑。。。

比起现在还算是个人的

我

* 若您遇到此人，请把她拉回她失去灵魂的身躯里。

Stop Lynas Save Malaysia!

请帮忙拯救大马,反稀土!Stop Lynas!
报纸没详细报导,事实上,澳洲企业lynas的稀土厂已完成95%在彭亨关丹.占地140个足球场大,将是世界最大的稀土提炼厂(做颗子弹)!

为什么政府不停隐瞒人民? lynas一年所赚是50亿令吉盈利,而大马却给予12年免税优惠.不止没赚该公司一毛钱,人民还得承担他们留下福射废料的祸害.

澳洲比大马大约60倍,澳洲政府关心人民的健康而不批准稀土公司在澳洲运作,马来西亚却张开双手欢迎!

美国和中国的稀土场大都已经关闭.中国蒙古稀土场数以千公里的地都已被划定为复射高风险区.当地的地质与水源污染,注定牵连后代至千年,矿湖所发出的恶毒臭味可转达七公里,这就是稀土采炼留下的货害,就是我们以后的关丹!快向稀土厂说"不"吧! 


By: F a c e b o o k News 新闻最前线

Crossroad

Now, which path should I go to? 

Where it will leads me to? 

What is it in the end of every path? 

There is no right and wrong path.

Perhaps it just different way to grow up!

No courage, no victory. 

Puss in Boots - The Three Diablos 2011 full short movie HD

Just simply super cute :)

Friend for life

The song we used to listen in college time. Recently a good friend Lynsey tag us on Facebook and said she miss us while listening to this song. 

Just a blink of an eye, we have graduated from our college for nearly a year. Time flies, so fast!

After we have separated, we do our own thing, continue our own life, we are now walking to the different path. 

Although we do not have the time to be together so often like last time, but I really wish everybody of us success in the future, pursue and also fulfill our dream. 

One day, we will all sit down together in the same table again, and we will be talking, smiling and laughing together again.

情人节特备 - Dragonfly Studeo Productions

Dragonfly Studeo Productions :)

情人节特备
第一篇 - 你好吗？

两人分手后多年，在一个城市不期而遇。
在爱情里面，我们都留下了多少个遗憾？

主演：
郭健麟、符玮倩、李美婷



情人节特备
第二篇 - 天长地久？

那天 我们吵架了，吵得很凶，吵过之后又生气又伤心。
幼稚的我们相信了天长地久，
可是年轻的恋爱，有谁理智了？

主演：
梁克玮



情人节特备
第三篇 - 真心话大冒险

真心话大冒险的惩罚，他被迫打电话给喜欢了七年的她。
很多时候，爱情需要的不是机会，而是勇气。

主演：
秦子贤，庞素婷，徐健峰，杨晓彬，吴佩怡，陈驰颖



情人节特备
第四篇 - 情人节短信

连续三年的情人节，他都会收到来自同一个陌生号码的祝福短信，而他从来没有回复过。
可是爱情不会在原地等谁，一不小心，它便被时间带走了

主演：
徐健峰



情人节特备
第五篇 - 告白

他和她一直是好朋友，可是她一直都爱着他。
那天，他决定去想他喜欢的女孩子表白了。
其实爱情，一直就在你身旁。


主演：
陈廷廷，安文全

"Still In Love With You" - Making the Video - Wongfu Production

Watch the making of LeeHom "Still in love with you" by WongFu Production! :)

A brand new year :)

Without me even realizing, it is 2012 now. I feel like I never get used with the year 2011, and here comes 2012. Tell me, please, tell me it is a dream, and I am still 11 years old not 21years old.


Some people says time flies when you enjoy it the most. Perhaps we grow older, and we get to enjoy our life more? Or we have too much things that we want to do, and we never get to fulfill everything in 365 days, so we complain the time pass so fast? I have no idea. Maybe both of them are true.


In 2011, so many things happened. I appreciate every moment even it is the toughest time or the happiest time. I learnt, I failed, I laughed, I cried, I tried, I regretted, all the happenings create the new me. I have never changed, but I learn and grow.

Thanks 2011,

for all the special things you give to me, for all the experience I gain from you.

Hello 2012,

wish you will be a good year to my family and my friends. I want them happy and healthy. 

Happy New Year

Happy 2012 :)

Happy New Year!

It was like taking an Express train in 2011. The time has passed too fast without my knowledge.

However, I should say: Great year, 2011.

The biggest changed in 2011 was I started working in the industry.

I've been working, I met people, I tried to be the best of myself and be a better person.

Everything I had done, alone or with everybody. It just now fades away with the 2011 air and stay in the deep down of heart for the rest of life.

Good memories with you, you, you, and you. A lot of you. All the important "you" for me.

Flash back:

I had a great start of 2011 the persons I cherish the most in 2011, the crowd counting down together, then the fireworks burst out in the dark sky. And I ended the 2011 and started 2012 with family and the beloved standing beside.

So how would my 2012 looks like, how would it be? Would it be another changes of life?

I'm really really looking forward for it.

Dear 2012,

please be another wonderful year for all of us.