Back in Hometown

Back in Hometown, Kemaman..

Today is the sixth day im here. Day after tomorrow, it would be my day to leave. It's like... Just in a clip of my eyes. Days flied.

I thought of doing so many things here, I thought of meeting so many friends, but seems like they are all my imaginatios. I just meet a few of them, i forgot to do so many stuff. Im getting lazier, im getting slower, im getting more unfamiliar with things happened here.

Sad. :(

I haven't go to the beach.
I haven't eat rojak.
I haven't eat AiMeiJie curry mee.
I haven't take photos.
I haven't visit Kemaman Museum.
I haven't go Fojiaohui.

But, im glad that im back in here to meet my parents.
At least i meet Thinthin, Weichiann, Meiteng.
I had AhYap curry mee as my breakfast.
I went Air Jernih and MesraMall.
I used the abondoned new blanket I bought last time.
I post something on Ufaqiao.

Contradicting eh? I miss you badly.

And please post me some postcards. :p
And to your parents too. They will be glad. :)

That's all from me! Enjoy your life there!
Leave no regret! :)

Cheers!

Blogging mode on!

Ops, ufaqiao blog almost become an abandon blog. I guess both of the owners are so busy with their university life, and perhaps, doing things that is more important, which is crucial to decide our future?

I have been slacking around these two days, past few weeks, or I would say, past few months was packed and have no time to breathe. Today since I am still lazying around, it is time to take a break and update a bit about my UK life here.

First of all, I am glad that finally I am here in UK. I cherish every single moment here, and in a blink of one eye, it is already my 3^rd month here. Time flies too fast, Ish! Of course, It has been tough for me to deal with the different accent of English, and also different kind of people. However, so far I feel quite lucky that I am able to get some friends in the class. Assignment is another thing that is keeping me busy, it once again telling me that I need to improve my English. In the beginning, I have tried not to seek for help from anybody. But actually, I think I need help, a lot. Amazingly, the lecturers here are so helpful, they will always be there for me, whenever I need help, and encourage me. This is one of the best things studying here.

Besides that, I have secretly promised myself to travel to a new place at least once a month. One of the reason come from the curiousness for UK since I was young, it forms inside me when I was 7, my father left us for a year, and stayed in a place called London, UK. When he came back, I have been telling my father, one day I will come here to study, and he always smirk like it was impossible. But today, he has made it comes true. Right here right now, I am here!

The three months here in Leeds, UK, other than Leeds, I have visited the other states like York, Birmingham and Nottingham. I found the places here kind of looks the same, but just whether it is more industrialised, or a small city with a lot of historical buildings.

York

York Minister

Vintage Clothing

 Love all the posters! :)

Street artists! They are always so cool for me! <3 p="p">

 Sewing your name on the cloth. :)

So... English feel. ;)

 Aww, cuteeeee!

My picture of the day! (*^_^*)

 The Scambles! The tiny street that heard to be the most visited street in Europe and most picturesque in England! <3 nbsp="nbsp" p="p">

 York Art Gallery!

Enough of buildings! See pretty girl :x

"York is the must visit place in UK!"

P/S: I will update about Birmingham and Nottingham soon! :) 

仨人

一个人的晚餐无聊寂寞
两个朋友能开心的直说
三个人可以给你勇气
可以安慰你的失落
异口同声地说
因为有你染上新的幽默
(新的幽默)
也因为有你世界变得轻松
(变得轻松)
我们呢属于非常难得
所以尽情大声唱歌
分享每一分钟
我们拥有一个真心的朋友
(我们是真心的朋友)
就算有风吹不走我们感动
(吹不走我们的感动)
真的希望你能够永远快乐
你懂我(你懂我)
不用说(不用说)
最想看见彼此的笑容

如果能够带走乌云的天空
(你带走乌云的天空)
爬到云端我陪你继续做梦
(爬到云端我陪你做梦)
好想每天陪你看日出日落
你值得交换我
一辈子最想要完成的
美梦

Plaster man

Two days ago, I cut my finger when I was cutting lemon for my honey lemon.

It is alright now, I guess. Though yesterday when I thought the same, I tore out my plaster, a lot of blood came out again as if it just get cut few seconds ago.

Haha, I was pretty free and thought I did not touch my camera for quite some time.

Take a picture for memory. 

It's my art work of the day! Lol!

离别曲

        昨天晚上读完了一本小说，《离别曲》。吸引我翻开书的是小说的作者，张小娴。

        很久以前，我读过她一本作品，《面包树上的女人》，那时候只是因为她的独特的书名吸引了我。开始读了之后我开始欣赏她的文笔，我记得我妈妈以前也有几本她的书，更我对觉得她是个不简单的作者。可能你会觉得小说的爱情故事都很陈词滥调，但是我觉得这个真的不一样，有另一种特别的感慨，惊觉和领悟。有评论家评说，张小娴最懂得爱。 

     《离别曲》是关于一段植根于童年的感情。一场年少的钢琴比赛，便注定让他们分隔天涯。女孩变成了耀眼的明日之星，男孩挥别钢琴，从此四处流浪。透彻清明的文笔，很快地我就陷入其中，每天睡觉之前就是让文字引导我想象力的时候。昨天晚上当我发现这本书已经快翻到最后了，我有不舍得把它读完。

        我慢慢用心地读，在我还没有发现之前，故事就以简单而且又很实际地做了个终结。感觉很真实，其实世上真的不是每件事情都可以圆满。作者没有让故事画上美丽的句点，只是让每个角色多了一份感慨，让读者和他们一起经历感情事。

张小娴爱情语录：

爱，从来就是一件千回百转的事。不曾被离弃，不曾被伤害，怎懂得爱人？爱，原来是一种经历，但愿人长久。

我爱你；为了你的幸福，我愿意放弃一切------ 包括你。

爱一个人，你是会自爱的。　　

Back to home.

I work for life.
Yes, life.


The day i formed in the womb, I started my work.
I breath, I grow, I learn, I change, I do everything for my life, trying to get a better life.


I have supervisors. I called them dad and mum.
They teach me the basic, they shape me.
I do not have a choice that time, so here comes my natural characteristic.


I have colleagues, tones of colleagues that I could hardly count.
Majority of them do not stay.
Some of them leave me impacts, some of them appear for seconds.
I choose what I wanna learn from them. I try to differentiate good and bad.


My work getting more stable, I leave my original place.
I less spend time with my supervisor, I less spend time to get their advises.
I work more with my colleagues, I makes my own choices.


I grow, at the same time trying to adapt the whole new world.


And I changed. Part of me changed in a good way and some of me changed another way.


2 years later I come back to my original places.
I expect myself to be matured but I am still not yet.
My supervisors stopped guiding me from step to step.
And this work is still in the beginning state.


It's heavy but it will be worth.
Believe it.

Summer?

                Last time when we were young, we fell in love, and we would describe it as the summer day. 

That time, we did not care about what was it bringing us to be, but we just naturally flew with the flow. It did not even once cross my mind that, what did it means for us. I was happy, didn’t you feel the same? So, why not?

                Now, things changed. We forced to grow up, forced to be mature. In the relationship, we expect stabilization. I want it to be more consistent, I do not want to wake up in the next morning and everything has different. We wanted to ask… But we tend to left it to ourselves as we did not want to shatter all the illusions of how great the past have been.

                In the end of the day, when things did not goes well, then what? In the end, you suffer, and you think she was the one, but she left you. You think of her every night, wasting your time. People said, the way to get over her is to write about her. Was it true? You started to focus in what you really want to be, and you heading to success. Thanks to the sadness, it led you to the light of your future.

                One day, you saw her at both of your favorite ground. You noticed a wedding ring on her finger. You curse her for leaving you. She just replies with smile and listens to you. When she was leaving, the last line from you was, “Hey, I do really hope that you are happy.” It was a wish for her deep down in your heart. She replied a splendid smile. This moment, you felt relief to yourself, and the hatreds gone.

                That was the summer. What just happened? It has just ended, and it was not too bad, didn’t it?

The autumn might be not too far away. 

 P/S: Inspired by 500 days of summer, 2009